I woke up this rising feeling really good about this new chapter I’m about to embark on. I feel like every year I reinvent myself in the most drastic way and it usually shows internally and externally. Have you ever felt like you were holding yourself back from being the person you’ve always dreamed to be ? I feel like my legacy is to inspire others to be who they are even if it makes others uncomfortable. I know I make a lot of people uncomfortable because of my shameless confidence whether it’s with my mind, body, or innerG. My Leo moon allows me to balance out my cancerious traits of being shy and timid and replaces it with bold statements and lewks to match. It’s okay to feel good about yourself and inspire people to do the same, it doesn’t hurt lol.
I’m learning how to curb my tongue when it comes to the self sabotage I’ve caused upon myself over the years. Being more mindful about what I feed my mind and I’m not even going to lie, sometimes my toxic ways may show but I’m not ashamed of it. Life isn’t all about love and light, sometimes choosing violence sets the tone for others to respect who you are and what you stand for. Maybe that’s my Gemini placements talking because we’re Alittle problematic but so necessary in this fixed society.
This year I’m embodying the confidence that I’ve been hiding from the world. When I curl up and hide when I’m disappointed by others, I find that I’m the most comfortable but comfort has been my go-to spot for years and it has done nothing but prohibited me from putting myself out there for new opportunities to emerge. Sometimes It shocks me with how adventurous I’ve became and it comes from always suppressing my wild side because I felt like I wasn’t deserving of that level of freedom.
Imposter syndrome is loosely defined as doubting your abilities and feeling like a fraud. It disproportionately affects high-achieving people, who find it difficult to accept their accomplishments. Many question whether they’re deserving of accolades.
Be you, and be the full version of who you are and block the haters out of your peripheral. There’s no traffic in your lane when you have tunnel vision, just stay focused on your ride. The reward is so much sweeter when you show up for your past self without putting the weight on those around you. I wake up everyday and do what the fuck I want and when I’m not able to do so, I do what I can to be my best. It’s not always about money or being seen, it’s about feeling fulfilled in your existence.
Happy Birthday to me 🌸🧿🕊