Ruling Planet: 𝙼𝚘𝚘𝚗
Ruling House: 4️⃣th
Spirit Color: 【Ｖｉｏｌｅｔ】
Lucky Gem: 𝘙𝘶𝘣𝘺, 𝘱𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭
Flower: 𝙾𝚛𝚌𝚑𝚒𝚍 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚠𝚑𝚒𝚝𝚎 𝚛𝚘𝚜𝚎
Cancer season began with a bunch of necessary conflict that helped me get lots of clarity. I noticed I say I feel a lot because of my sun sign but like I said I feel great lol. I’ve been carrying the cross on my back for a few months now and it’s finally time to decompress. A lot of the weight felt like volunteer work, like things that were to help everyone but myself. But for a very long time I felt that being selfish was a crime. Guess what my love? The only thing you have is self.
CANCER – to build a spiritual home and selflessly nourish others
Neptune – unconditional love and forgiveness; devotion and self-sacrifice
Keynote – “I build a lighted house and therein dwell.”
Anytime you’re feeling overwelmed with a thought always remember these words.
Living a life full of chaos has brought me to my one of my first stage Names “ heroicdisaster”. I wasn’t aware of how powerful my words were back then. Constantly calling myself stupid or allowing people around me to do so as well. Wowww, that had to gooo. I embodied the spirit of being a strong fuck up. Fast forward to today where I feel empowered to change the narrative whenever things get rough, I mean, I’m kinda writing my story already.
Be mindful of how you allow others to speak to you but most importantly speak to yourself in a way that’s more productive for your growth mentally and physically. I grew up in Harlem,Ny where I’ll see various people talking amongst themselves and I thought I was Buggin. As I got older I felt them. Sometimes you have to snap out of your own spell. Whenever you see yourself in danger, save yourself. It’s equivalent to putting on your oxygen mask prior to helping your neighbor on your flight. Sometimes our neighbors can be emotional attachments that causes complete chaos in our lives.
Thoughts on June 20th
S/o to me, I finally closed the toxic cycle I have with my dad. Father’s Day was really hard this year because I always felt conflicted by the men in my family. They display the bare minimum and they’re not in touch with the feelings of others outside of themselves. You usually need to die and reincarnate to get alittle hit up 😂. For me, I know I’m my heart that I’ve done my best as a daughter. From what I’ve learned from them, I knew what I didn’t want and that’s okay. This is why I said your man doesn’t have to remind you of yo daddy. Some women were blessed to have someone to teach them right from wrong but you have to practice what you preach. Material things aren’t a way to compensate someone for love. I no longer feel like that little girl that’s waiting around for you to acknowledge my feelings, she’s grown now 🙊. Cheers to letting shit go though, things feel much lighter 💕
(っ◔◡◔)っ ♥ Chose Wisely ♥